♥ Have you ever had the feeling that you're never gonna make it? Or that will this sh*t ever get better feeling? No matter how many cups of tea, nice long bubble baths, or non-stop Michael Buble music I just can not seem to unwind and relax.
Isn't that what spring break was for? I guess not for me this year. It seems like I have on going projects, tests, presentations that WILL NOT STOP! When it rains it pours!!!
<--Yeah, that is how I feel!
With the amount of work that I am putting in to my school work the grades are just not where I want them to be. That is besides the point! Between trying to maintain my dean's list status *which is NOT looking likely* and making my finances work, I think I am going to 
So my plan is to give my parents my tax return seeing how they've been helping me out! They are good with that! That only helps the problem temporarily! So I need to find a job that will work with my school schedule and generate a decent income so I can survive! Mmmm...waiting tables! YIPPEE!! But wait it would be in my best interest to get a job that will look good on my resume. Let's see, Looking for a marketing job....resume only has restauraunts......yea....not gonna happen! Therefor my situation leaves me
. So what do I do?? I can't just let Max and my parents help me out so I can take unpaid internships *which are the only ones flexible with schedules* Maybe I should get a sugardaddy? perhaps visit sugardaddyforme.com?? DONT THINK SO!! I understand that I am not the only stressed out college student, but I just can't seem to win with anything this semester. Atleast last semester I worked my butt off and my grades showed for it! This semester in both of my hardest classes the average grade on their tests are Fs! I mean COME ON! Why are professors allowed to be like this??
One thing at a time? Did I mention Max and I are constantly bickering because we are both stressed because of school??? How do I manage this? Argh! Hence my title: Frustrated State of Mind ♥
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Friday, March 28, 2008
Productivity at it's Best!
♥ So despite the fact that I do not have class today and instead of lounging around and doing absolutely nothing, I decided to get some things done.
First things first take care of the repair order issued to me by the state police for my stupid headlight. Check Thank you Midas and thank you stupid beotch state lady trooper for being oh so friendly with me because I had no idea WHAT I WAS DOING
Then it is off to my safe haven......ahhhhh Target
where I proceeded to spend money on cleaning supplies and face wash and all those awesome necessities we have grown to love. You gotta love the economy, $97 later and back to home.
And THEN I come to my beautiful puppy who escaped from her cage
and how she did this i will NEVER know but sure enough she left me a present 
but thats ok because it's tiny and in good form. yea TMI!
Hopefully the rest of the evening will be grand, Max and I are supposed to be going out to dinner or something fun considering we haven't been around each other too much and we need to "reconnect" because we ♥ each other.
Until then I need to start cleaning with all the fun new cleaning products I bought which all have febreeze in them!! Mmmm...brand power! BUT HEY I DID BY THE TARGET BRAND OF BODY WASH!! Thank you very MUCH! ♥
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Trying to Keep My Head Above Water
♥ So as most of you know I am a senior *like a 5th year senior or a forever in school senior or so close but so faraway senior* at good Ol' TU! As excited as I was last semester to be here, this semester could not be more opposite. Well it took forever for me to get into the business school, not because of my grades were not good enough *3.6 thank you very much* but because of the staff slacking and not doing their job. The same goes for my parking permit, my financial aid, AND NOW MY GRADES! Is it that hard to ask you to do your job??
In all honesty I just want to know how I am doing this semester. This is the hardest semester and just when I think I am doing really well this particular teacher basically states how she is sooooo disappointed with the way our presentations or our paper turned out or ANYTHING WE DO is not what she asked for.
Although she does make the point that when in the *real world* Business will not pin point out everything that they want. HOWEVER when I bust my ass and do things to the way she says she likes it and I do things best to my knowledge and ASK her when I am not sure on something I would hope that she would answer the way she wants it! Right???
So the possibility that I might have done well is still out there the fact that now she has had 2.5 weeks to grade everything. Keep in mind ONE WEEK WAS SPRING BREAK! Now I'm sure the lady has a life and I really do enjoy her class and the assignments I JUST WANT TO KNOW HOW I AM DOING!! When she is asked about the grades she talks about how all that matters to us is grades and that is not how it should be. Ok, well when our GPA does not reflect us in any way MAYBE! WE ARE IN COLLEGE!!!I BUST MY ASS FOR As maybe a B in a hard class. Is it sooo hard just to find out how I am doing midway through the semester!
Last semester I had ridiculous teachers. ECON 205 jack ass who decides to grade my test completely wrong! Marking it 15 percentage points lower than what it is supposed to be??? Another teacher who gives out As just because you come to class and you do you work! Not that I am complaining with my A, but I busted my ass in this class to do everything and people who didn't even GIVE A PRESENTATION which was supposed to be 20% of our grade got an A!
So in conclusion I decided that when I am around my 50's I'm going to come back and be a professor! I mean really? If I am paying this lame ass tuition that has done nothing but climb, the University can't give their students competent professors??
Oh and I don't have class tomorrow because my ECON 306 teacher loves to cancel class. We have had a total of 5 classes with one really hard that test that you guessed it we have not gotten back oh and EVERYONE thinks it was ridiculous. Once a week class you would think that she would rarely cancel, um no this is the 3rd time!
I think my point has been made! ♥
